Once again trying to do this thing called blogging. And, once again, aware that no one is reading any of this. (Except for maybe my husband. Thanks dear).
This is hard guys. I have not been able to get this blogging thing out of my head. But even still, be that as it may…… if you pay attention to my last post date, it has been a while!
I keep having these moments of inspiration. And then I think about what I am actually going to write, and I get nervous…. my OCD kicks in…. I tell myself, “If it’s not going to be perfect, then don’t do it!”
So, to kick OCD in the face!….. and do something I wouldn’t have done a year ago….. I am writing this post.
We can officially start now. LOL.
I was having my prayer time today, and I was thinking about blogging. (Go figure). Which made me start thinking about goals. Which… made me start thinking about this upcoming year. (You know…. #NewYearsGoals).
I don’t know about you, but I feel as though everyone should have a time at the end and beginning of every year, where they take time to reflect on the past year, and look to the new one.
Soooo…. I had a moment of reflection on 2019, but I didn’t stay there long. Because it took me no time at all to remember that 2019 has been a pretty crappy year.
In business and career terms, 2019 was great! And God has greatly blessed us.
But… in almost all things personal… 2019 has….well…. lets just leave it at that. (C’mon, we don’t know each other that well yet).
I told God that I wanted a new start this new year. In every way. I asked him what this year held for us.
I had this phrase come to my head:
2020. A year of light.
And I even felt like, for whatever reason….. I should come on here and share that with you!
Now, I don’t know if that means anything to you. But… light is the opposite of what 2019 was for me.
I’m hoping, and trusting in the Lord, that He will make all things new. And turn all of the darkness into light.
Even though it is not always easy…. and my EMOTIONS don’t always feel it…. I will choose to trust God, and expect good in my life. Because that’s what His word promises.
Romans 8:31-3231 What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us?
32 He that spared not his own Son, but delivered him up for us all, how shall he not with him also freely give us all things?
So what does a year of light actually mean? Like… in daily life?
I’m not sure.
But I know He will show me. And I’m anxious and excited for the start of a new chapter of
MY LIFE IN SEASON.
Here’s to the NEW YEAR! 2020!
Step #3 of trying to live life one moment at a time.